I AM: One of six children. I am the oldest girl but the third child.

I WANT: a soda. Because of my "101 Things in 1001 Days" list that I am doing, I have been without soda for 25 days. Only 5 more to go.

I MISS: All of my siblings. I don't get to see them often enough. Their kids get bigger and bigger and I want to see them more and more. I also really miss my grandparents.

I FEAR: Well, besides the normal bugs, mice, and snakes, I fear not having people who love me and friends who love me for me.

I HEAR: The muffled sounds of Martin's computer game and the not muffled enough sounds of the girls' Harvest Moon game.

I WONDER: If I am a good enough mom and if my girls will be able to talk about things with me when they are older.

I REGRET: Not being able to spend as much time with the girls as I should. I also regret to using the time that I did stay home with them more productively.

I DANCE: but not often enough. I love to dance.

I SING: Loudly when I'm alone, and sometimes when I'm not.

I CRY: Way too much. I call myself a weeper. I actually don't mind it most times, but it can be a bit embarrassing.

I WRITE: pretty well, if we are talking about handwriting, but if talking about actual content, I need some work.

I CONFUSE: silence with anger or disapproval sometimes. I'm overly sensitive and sometimes when people are silent I think they are mad or just don't like me. I have issues.

I NEED: Pepsi, chocolate, and lots of hugs.

I SHOULD: be cleaning.

I START: a lot of projects...

I FINISH: very few of them.

I AM NOT ALWAYS: as kind as I would like to be.

I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: my scrapbooks.

I AM NOT: perfect, but I'm working on me, and sometime I might be at least a little closer. :)